As I stare at my baby girl I can hardly speak as to my love for her. I would lay down my life for this child. I hope one day Kaleigh can read all the posts I have written about her and get to experience my love for her. She makes me smile every day...even when I don't feel like smiling. She is truly an angel sent from heaven. As she approaches her 2nd birthday, I think more and more about the first time I saw her face. It was and still is a struggle for me to remember the day she came into this world. It was a long, rough, traumatic and amazing day. I've never been in so much pain and agony in my life. I was scared for her and I for so many reasons. I'm learning to cope with what happened to me and hopefully one day get over the trauma. The joyful, happy birth I was expecting and fantasizing about hadn't come true....They rushed her away form me and before I knew it doctors were gathered around her and I was sitting on the delivery bed, alone, elevated in the air and helpless. I just wanted to hold my baby girl! As I waited to hear her first cry, I prayed God wouldn't take her away from me. Then I heard it, the most amazing sound in the world. It was beautiful...She was and is beautiful. I'll never forget that day. She was worth every second of misery they put me through. I love you Kaleigh Madison more than you will ever know. :)
The light of my LIFE..
How can you not smile? :)
Hope everyone has a great weekend!!!