In one week Ka will be 28 months old. It seems kind of silly to refer to my child in months but you have to over look me, I'm grasping at anything to hold on to my "baby". Each day is a blessing, a learning experience, a struggle, a laugh, a moment in time that turns into a memory. I would have never dreamed how much my life would have changed the day I became a mother. I remember holding my stomach and praying every night for her health, her happiness and that I would never let her down. I'm in no way perfect but I'm proud of the mother I have become to her. If you would have told me 5 years ago I would be devoting my time and energy to a baby, I don't think I would have believed you. I had a plan for my life but someone had a different one; God had a plan for me all along and in that plan was Kaleigh.
I could burst in tears of happiness just thinking of her sweet face. In honor of her 28 month birthday approaching, I wrote a list.....
28 Reasons I Love You...
1) The way you say "I Love You Mommy"
2) The way your Heartbeats next to mine..
3)Your Laugh..
4) Your Beautiful Smile..
5)Your Shining Personality..
6) The way you look when you Dream
7) Your "mad" face
8) Your independence
9) Your Brilliance
10) That you communicate your emotions
11) Your ability to make me smile at the drop of a hat
12) The way you say your prayers at night
"Thank you God for our Food, I promise I'll be good!"
13) That you love going to "school"
14) Your love for the outdoors
15) That you give me hugs and kisses when I'm sad
16) You have a way of making a room of people look at YOU
17) The way you dance around the room
18) The way you change the lyrics to songs (just like daddy)
19) Your ability to remember things that I forget..haha
20) Your face when you first wake up in the morning
21) Your love for anything Disney
22) The fact that you know more Spanish than most adults
(this is true)
23) Your love for milk
24) The way your eyes light up when I pick you up from school
25) Your love for UK stuff
26) The fact that you think all jewelry comes from THE CASTLE :)
27) The way you run..it's so cute!
28) Last but not least, I love you because you LOVE ME..
My Sweet Angel..You will never understand the love I have for you. It's a feeling that can't be described sometimes. I hope and pray that I will be a mother you will be PROUD of, a mother that will teach you right from wrong, be there for you when you make mistakes and when you experience your first heart break. When you fall down I will always be there to pick you back up, always. Never forget how much mommy loves you :)
This brought a tear, no many tears to my eyes. You would have thought a little girl could bring so much joy to so many people. SHe has made our family so much closer. Thanking God for her and for you and Brentton. I love reading your blog and it makes me feel close even though you are three hours away!!!
ReplyDeleteI love it kacee....very inspiring!
ReplyDeleteWonderful post! I sure hope one day she knows how much she is loved she can bring a smile to my face faster than anything! I Love you Ka-Bug!
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